In My Feels...

We got so lost in chasing our dreams, we forgot about the shadows chasing after us. What an indescribable taste when your past collides with your present. Mistakes, regret, and disappointment lived in every breath I took searching for a solution. Lost in the moment, what we thought was our escape was only temporary. We could no longer keep running. They found our destination and wanted what they came for. Facing our demons was the only option to continue our race to victory. It was time to run toward our future without the shadows chasing after us.

I found you on another planet... We crossed paths while chasing a purpose. You matched my energy, a mere reflection, attached to my thoughts. I saw too much of me inside of you. Infatuated, and amused we lost ourselves in curiosity. Escaping reality to feel our sensuality. I made a world for you and I to run away too. A secret hideaway where no one could find us. Where we can get high and lay on top of giant lily pads in a river filled with honey. We had sex on top of white cumulus clouds in a purple sky when we first saw them. Who else would believe we fell asleep in a forest filled with butterflies? You are my favorite high, A safe haven for us to get lost, and find eachother along the way. A perfect escape to be free and create whatever our energy radiates. You found me on another planet..

You have the strength of a tidal wave, you are mighty just like the ocean Your creativity runs deep just like the ocean You discover things beyond what people believe just like the ocean You bring me peace when I look at you just like the ocean You are gentle yet powerful just like the ocean You are the calm and the storm just like the ocean  You will reach places no man has ever seen just like the ocean  The waves to my surfboard, challenging but  exhilarating My ocean, my inner peace Bringing the waves to the sand on my beach My ocean, you have my heart open Full of a love deeper than any ocean Shifting and shaping into a better me just like water, you hydrate my soul, quench my thirst, and give me a refreshing new taste out of life...  My ocean Thank you for surrounding me with love from day to night Teaching me to be like the ocean to walk on water with faith and not sight...

Your touch is like honey, soothing and smooth Your energy is honey, golden and pure Your love is like honey, fearless, and steady You taste just like honey, a splash of curiosity that always sweetens the moment You are honey, my splash of honey, the flavor I always needed in my life. 

We arrived at our hotel and she led me up to our suite with effortless sensuality. The living room had a soft dim lighting that shot through the ceiling high windows from the city scene. The energy felt breathtaking, making it easy to get straight to the point. She asked me to unzip her dress, and I felt my dick trying to jump out my pants as she turned around, and moved her hair gently out of the way. I obeyed her request, and watched her slowly sashay into the bathroom. I frantically looked for the hotel room phone to call room service, and have champagne immediately sent over. I heard the shower start running, which only translated to a green light to catch up on all the years I missed out on! I stripped down, and entered the bathroom grinning from ear to ear. The smile on her face as she opened the shower door to let me inside, let me know she was ready. The door closed behind me, letting the steam wrap around our bodies. Champagne arrived just on time, as we made our exit into t

I never packed a bag so quick in my LIFE! Man, I was excited to leave town! All I could think about was getting Nina in front of me. She had no idea what I had planned for us, I just knew I wanted to see her smile, right before I saw her naked. Three days of unlimited fantasies. It was a relief when I  reached out to Nina after all these years, and she still felt the same way I did. Nina was a whole vibe, I appreciated the essence of time, when I spent my days with her.  Sean confirmed a location, and I instantly invited her to meet me there. Our conversations were very brief, and straight to the point. It was all or nothing in this moment. We were either going to do this, or move on with our lives, watching each other from a distance, like we’ve done the last 6 years. My day dreams of seeing Nina, were suddenly interrupted by loud footsteps of my 4 year old daughter Jo-Jo running into our bedroom. “Good Morning Daddy!” She yelled out, as she jumped on my suitcase full of lies, like