august 31st 2016

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Tuesday's messages

I miss you he said
Ok ok you win he said
Please Call me he said
I’m sorry he said


All the things I wanted to see to show that he truly did care... Unfortunately I knew it was a cycle I couldn't enter again... I had to tell myself no. He treated me like less then a woman. Put me down in ways that could damage me forever... He probably didn't even remember what he said but I remembered every word... I had to let God handle it this time. I couldn't keep giving myself to someone who wasn’t  afraid to cut open the same wound that he himself stitched back together.

There's no winning or losing in love... Just a lot of learning...

I'm sorry ... I can't I replied.

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