In My Feels...

Through out my life I have found myself learning, growing and evolving in some shape or form. Through experience, needs and goals in life and of course my personal relationships. I have found that I’ve been surrounded by constant let downs and an incomplete void that no matter where I look to fulfill it, it has yet to become filled. I have learned that the void I feel is love and happiness, and I have searched for it in so many unfulfilling people and surface based ideas. I have been waiting to find something my whole life that cannot be found on earth because it lives within me. My inner being has been searching for me to love myself for such a long time, and even when I think I am, my insecurities prove I have not yet taught myself the correct way to embrace self love and stay in tune with my inner peace. Letting go of my past scars and allowing my presence to be present and heal today is the key to getting one step closer to feeling fulfilled. I found myself hurting people searching

I LIVE BLUE I BREATHE BLUE I SEE BLUE I AM... BLUE The color of peace, the color of freedom and the ability to create.. The calm sensation of good vibes and still nights my blue aura keeps me alive I am the sky.. I am the ocean and the twinkling stars at night I am the cool sensation of inspiration I AM.. BLUE I am the intellectual invitation Under candle lit conversations My aura is.. BLUE When I smile it projects inside you I am the loyal representation of truth The blue flame that flickers deep inside you Igniting intuition that lives inside you The blue light that sends your imagination running wild The free spirited feeling that makes you feel like a child.. I AM BLUE I breathe BLUE I live.. BLUE

To my beautiful sister You have a heart of a lion, there’s nothing that could ever stop you and get in your way. You are the definition of smile and laughter, you taught me what loyalty should feel like and have have always projected your confidence onto anyone surrounded in your energy. Your love is undeniably unlimited and for these reasons you will always be my life long sister that has given me a piece of hope in this world when I was too lost to look for any hope at all. Yesterday I felt the world tip upside down when I got the call that the love of your life had passed away. Nothing inside me could find a word to give you comfort, because there’s no words that could replace a bond like you two. I remember meeting him in 2016 and he told me the story of when he knew you were meant to be his girlfriend. The two of you were on his bike and you were wrapped in front of him, gave him a kiss and told him the police were behind him. The two of you raced off and left the police in the